Moving on Sunday, Sept. 28, 2003 @ 5:04 p.m.

I haven't been able to write ane won't be able to write (for a few days) because we're currently in the moving process. It's been going pretty good so far, which is great. We've gotten more done then I thought we would have in this time. Which is deff. a good thing.

I've been feeling inadequate to a lot of people lately. Also guilty about so many things. Like Jos wanting to die and Nikki's(nik's ex-girlfriend)suicide. Sometimes I wonder if I never should have interfiered with his life. Maybe I should never have talked to him that one day in the chat room. But in ways it's great that I talked to him in the chatroom.

With Jos, I'm just so scared that she is actually going to go through with this. I don't want her to...not at all. I want her to be free of pain, but I don't want her to have to die to get that! I wish I could just give happiness to other people. I really wish I could.

Diary of the day: sicktrick This woman committed suicide last year ='(

backwards and forwards

break - Saturday, Oct. 25, 2003
More Quizzes! - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
reply - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
A Dream Within a Dream - Friday, Oct. 17, 2003
Mom doesn't know what they mean - Sunday, Oct. 12, 2003