about a boy--happy b-day to babylamb on Monday, Sept. 22, 2003 @ 12:45 p.m.
I've been wanting to write about someone for awhile but just haven't gotten around to it. I think actually-that I was almost scared to talk about him. But I think it'll be okay.
Nik is who I want to talk about. I have mentioned him in some things, but haven't really talked about him that much. He is the person whose ex-girl friend committed suicide and he's the one that I am "dating"(not going out on actual dates yet of course, but like signifagint others). Lately when I see something that he has on his away message or something, I'll jump to conclusions and get all worked up and scared. Probably because I don't really belive that anyone could like or love me, and that nothing good could possibly happen to me. But I'm always (thankfully) wrong.
I thought I would end up saying more, and I probably will write more about him later, but for now...it's just a big weight lifted off my shoulders.
Diary of the day: dreamyautumn So sorry about your butterfly...and of course clauren because IT'S HER BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY B-DAY!
backwards and forwards
break - Saturday, Oct. 25, 2003
More Quizzes! - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
reply - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
A Dream Within a Dream - Friday, Oct. 17, 2003
Mom doesn't know what they mean - Sunday, Oct. 12, 2003