But your actions say another

You seem to be telling the truth

But the others say your lying

I don't know what to belive anymore

Should I belive you

Or my crazy thoughts and ideas

I jump to conclusions

to protect myself from pain

but the conclusions already hurt

probably more than that pain that I'm surpossed to be preventing

Then you tell me it's going to be okay

There's nothing to worry about and that I misunderstood

But then I listen to the others again

They always contradict you

I just don't know what to belive

But when I listen to you it's enchanting

I just don't know what to belive

Maybe I should belive nothing

At least until I know

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I have to write about someone soon. Hopefully tomorrow.

Diary of the day: i-eat-stars Seems to be finally getting over the hard steps of the opposite gender. I know she'll get further...and I'll be there for her all the way, no matter what she does.

backwards and forwards

break - Saturday, Oct. 25, 2003
More Quizzes! - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
reply - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
A Dream Within a Dream - Friday, Oct. 17, 2003
Mom doesn't know what they mean - Sunday, Oct. 12, 2003