Which brings me to the anniversary-when I first heard the news I thought that it happened in our state (the wierdos just said Washington instead of saying Washington D.C. - sheesh people are so lazy these days), but it didn't. I felt-and still feel-sorry for all the families,people,and animals affected by it-but I just can't cry over it. Or be one of those people at the memorials waving an american flag about. I'm just against our goverment...I just can't do it.

Today we had the walk-a-thon. I walked about 4-5 miles. I was convinced that I was invisible during it. Not many people seemed to notice me. Everyone seemed so artificial and immature. Talking about girls&boys and stuff. Aren't they going to be surprised when they step out into to the real world. Live in your little dating game show for now-but that's not all there is to life. Ha, look who's talking. I always seem to be in my own world; but not like them.

This group of people that are in my grade were in front of me for some of it. I realized how much alike they all are. Thier interests, their clothes, how the walk and act. TAlk about conformity. They're all so intimidating too...

I don't feel real...I need to cut.

I need to write about my eating disorders again soon...I'll do that later today or tomorrow.

Diary of the day: dramakittyw I love you Taco Taytay...I hope your doing alright

P.S. Congrats to clauren for being a leader at cubicle island now! :)

backwards and forwards

break - Saturday, Oct. 25, 2003
More Quizzes! - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
reply - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
A Dream Within a Dream - Friday, Oct. 17, 2003
Mom doesn't know what they mean - Sunday, Oct. 12, 2003