I don't exsist on Tuesday, Sept. 09, 2003 @ 9:09 p.m.
Whatever I say or do doesn't matter. It's always gets bashed or praised in the beginning...but it soon goes forgotten. I feel like I don't exsist. Like I'm just invisable. Maybe I should do anything at all for now on. But of course, I'll either have everyone hating me or no one will notice me not doing anything at all. But why does it matter? They don't care anyway. They forget everything I do. I don't make a big impact on anyone's life. Maybe my moms, but that's different. I don't even have a real family. Everyone has abandoned me or left me on a dessert to starve. I'm all alone.
diary of the day: crazeedevil She's going through an awful time right now...she needs support.
backwards and forwards
break - Saturday, Oct. 25, 2003
More Quizzes! - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
reply - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
A Dream Within a Dream - Friday, Oct. 17, 2003
Mom doesn't know what they mean - Sunday, Oct. 12, 2003