losing things on Tuesday, Aug. 26, 2003 @ 11:12 p.m.

My friend is coping with his ex's suicide now...I'm glad for that.

But for the most part I just feel awful. I feel like I'm losing things. Security, people, pets, thoughts, being able to trust myself...and life.

I don't want the teacher I got. I want to change. We might be able to. I hope so.

I'm just going to leave it at that for now.

Diary of the day: engelchen

backwards and forwards

break - Saturday, Oct. 25, 2003
More Quizzes! - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
reply - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
A Dream Within a Dream - Friday, Oct. 17, 2003
Mom doesn't know what they mean - Sunday, Oct. 12, 2003