With they're make-up articles, they tell people "You are not pretty enough. You have to wear this make-up because it is in, and it will make you look beautiful". With their little abs obbsession, they are saying, "Look at your tummy! It PUFFY AND STICKING OUT! Ew! Oh disgusting! *giggle* You need to stop eating and drink only 103859836 oz. of water each day! You also have to do 357 hours of cardio each week, and do these strangth moves twice a week!". And of course, "the only thing that really matters is the way you look and all the boys that there are to have sex with". I HATE IT WHEN THEY TELL ME THOSE THINGS.

The worst thing is....my mind is beliving them. Good thing my heart doesn't.

Nothing can make me or anyone else good enough. Unless you are someone named Demi Moore who has spent $24871261462 million on surgery and everyone is pertending they don't know how "she got that bod".

The media is worse than ever.

They are convincing me to starve myself, and then....destory my life.

I think I need to.

After all, that's what everyone wants isn't it? For me to die? I'm just taking up space. Someone like Demi Moore's child with Ashton Kutcher can take my place. They will be much more loved and enjoyed. So loing world, it was horrible knowing you.

Suicide, expect me in a couple of months. IF I can even hold out that long.

Diary of the day: crazeedevil-I pray everyday for this poor girl....who is NOT a whore.

backwards and forwards

break - Saturday, Oct. 25, 2003
More Quizzes! - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
reply - Monday, Oct. 20, 2003
A Dream Within a Dream - Friday, Oct. 17, 2003
Mom doesn't know what they mean - Sunday, Oct. 12, 2003